Autism Speaks
Saturday, May 05, 2012 @8:20:08 AM
Autism Speaks
I started a new School at around six and a half; I can’t remember much from the first School due to the events that began within just several days of starting this new School. My life went from getting some pretty good whippings on average once every other day to now border line beatings on some days three times in a day. Beat my ass to make me go to School. The teacher beats my ass to make me comply, the classmates laugh. And then I get my ass beat when I get home for not complying in School.
In addition to being a if not the world’s farmostaspie I was for at least my first four years of School the areas farmost ODD. I was in fact a know it all, and now I know why things seldom made any since to anyone in those times. My child mind could not pin my thoughts and perceptions to my own moment in time.
And now I am sixty, I’m parenting full time a fourteen year old step Grandson since he was six. Dustin is of the Spectrum Aspergers in fact he too is an absolute un wavering know it all, and all so chaotic and out of place. I have the good since to know beatings isn’t wasn’t nor will ever be the answer for compliance.
I never made the grades, seven + years of School and I’m a signed off on twelve + year old fourth grade drop out. Dustin hasn’t failed a grade yet he has many A’s some B’s a C or two and a row of E’s in math. The odd thing is in what little I gave in School math was the least. And yet another odd thing, I have Savant and not a Syndrome in me and it has given me a bit of a magical way with numbers and tonality.
At thirty I got my GED at WVU, And I have been busy ever since figuring out how I passed it first run. In 1969 I set out to see if it were possible to master logic. I have since learned that in order to do so you have too in a relative since (know it all) and for that you have to be wired all the way in.
My mind ventures far enough into the future to realize that in; saying what I mean and meaning what I say, a mastery of logic and a planet whereby instead of iron as a secondary element to carbon you have silicon, then my offspring would have blue blood know only logic and would speak only truth.
From a Biological perspective I fully comprehend how we might Live Long and Prosper. That would include hard heads with bad food habits, kids or any one. My Grandson would be text book bad food habit yet he nor my wife nor I have had a flu or cold in around seven years nor have we ever gotten flu shots. There is a colonizer that takes care of those matters you only need assure that they reside and swim about safely in that world within.
At any ones request any aspect of these righting I would gladly elaborate on. I would also like to add that all that I speak about comes from current research some is still ongoing. All that really stands in our way today in the art of wellness can be wrapped up in this current saying.
(Ignorance is Knowledge Divided)
I can build our minds many bridges but I cannot connect the ends. That can only come from one’s own self awareness. You are the Alpha the Omega the Beginning the End of a world all your own. farmostaspie
